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What's the point of continuing
Crawling through life
Is there any reason to it all
Endless cycle of regret, hate and ruin
It needs to stop
Fuck, it needs to stop
I long for the final moment
Before the closure
Before the gunshot
Close my eyes I'm ready
Mind is empty
Squeeze the trigger
Release the soul
I am free as the bullet pierces the brain
Blood splatter on the wall behind me
Is the only thing I leave to you
There is nothing left to say
There is nothing left to do
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Cocktail of Salvation
02:52
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Following the trail of despair and sorrow
Pray to every god there is that I don't see tomorrow
Shoot myself up with a cocktail of salvation
To stop the endless cycle of regret and degradation
I fade away, I drift away
Into oblivion
Nothing remains of me
I'm free at last
As it takes me in
I'm coming back home
This is not how I imagined things to be
But it is what it is and I don't know how it came to be
One moment you exist and the next you cease to be
In a blink of an eye
Everything you have is gone
Vision's getting dark
I feel nothing
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Not Even Death Wants Me
02:25
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Constant need for something
You don't need
Something I don't need
Cure the hangover with another bottle
Cure the cancer with another pack
I ceased to be long time ago
And what you see is a ruin
So weak I can't even kill myself
Not even death wants me
Fuck
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Mental Overload
03:06
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My mind is full of useless shit
Mental overload
I can't even think straight anymore
Millions of random thoughts
All at once
Every second of my life
I can't shut it off
It seems it was always like this
I can't remember the last time I felt good
I find no joy in anything life has to offer me
Time stands still in an endless loop
Of regret and hate and sorrow
Fuck this I can't take it anymore
I don't need it anymore
I don't want it anymore
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Getting fucked up on a daily basis
I don't care anymore
I don't matter
What did I do to deserve this
You should have buried me
Not the other way around
I remember the laughter
I remember all the fun
I remember the songs we used to play
I remember
But who remembers me
Being a part of all these memories
No one remembers
No body cares
It's time to go
You should have buried me
Not the other way around
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Utter My Last Words
02:43
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It feels so unreal
Otherworldly
To see myself come to this
I am broken, ruined, scarred, forgotten
Well fuck it, Imma end it tonight
After last shot of booze
After last smoke of cigarette
I am at peace with myself
I've let it go
The gun is at my temple
I won't hesitate
Now I am remembered
I always believed that God rewards good deeds
Well, he rewarded me alright
With last bit of strength
I raise my middle fingers to the sky
Fuck you
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Rewind
03:01
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Beyond the walls of tears life is defined
I think of you when I'm in a fucked up state of mind
Sleepless days
Cold is the sky
Cross my heart
And hope to die
I wish I could rewind and make things right
There's no hope lying ahead
There is nothing but despair
Take this life
And suffocate the living fuck out it
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This Life
02:28
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So much anger dwells inside
The pressure's building up
I'm paranoid, delusional
Disconnected from life
Sinking in a hole day by day
The light fades
My mind and body fails
The grass was greener for a bit
But now it seems that everything I touch immediately turns to shit
Up up up I was shooting for the stars
Now I'm left with a heart full of scars
Take this life
I don't need it
The burden is too much to bear
I'm giving up, let it go
I'm tired, got no strength
Got no reason, got no will
Poppin' pills by a handful
Razor's sharp, gun is loaded
I won't fail this time to make it right
It's time for me to see to light
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What Anxiety Sounds Like
17:14
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Anxiety
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